Sometimes the lab never leaves us,
Enzymes and proteins
Travel on our shoulders home
And put an expression on our decisions.
Horrified by the keto diet we want to try,
Please by our need for double sugar in the coffee,
Proud of our clean clothes,
Their little bouncy bodies show up everyday
Jumping up and down
In the menu of our life.
You put me in danger,
Stupid solution of natural molecules.
My head is banging,
My breath worried,
My heart suspended.
My science failed me
And my optimism led me in a trap.
Healing air into my lungs,
thoughts of holidays into my head,
Reassurance into my heart
It is still not clear
What makes the centrifuge tilt
And make me question my worth.
Is the centrifuge balanced? And me?
Can i fulfil simple tasks at my age?
Am i again not trusting myself at my age?
The loud noise shakes me up
And the sentences fall void.